Stagnation?

Life contains many a shiny turning point, indeed. For the positive people out there the turning points tend to be "Oh, what a fascinating turn of events that made my day very interesting" and some of the rest of us, they're more like "Of fuck, I was a moron yesterday and the preceding years, how can I stop being a moron even if tomorrow I'll still think I am".

For all it's worth, that consideration seems bloody useless because the you of tomorrow won't be any less a git then the you of today because you're having forced scruples about the kind of person you are as if it were a universal imperative that whenever you spot the slightest flaw in yourself you are bound to make yourself change fundamentally as a person.

Well, fuck it.

Anyway, the exam has been over for more than a week, and here I am contemplating what to do with my overabundance of time even though I have a nauseating amount of means to alleviate my burden of boredom. Wisely managing to keep from playing Planescape: Torment too much, lest every moment of my spare time is sucked into utter oblivion, I've instead unwisely decided to spend way too much time playing Team Fortress 2, which, while it's jolly good fun, makes me feel guility because I could've been a lot more productive doing other things.
I've been playing some Sam and Max as well, and some Dawn of War, but honestly I feel like I'm a little drained at the moment. I can't even muster the will to read a good book, and that's seriously bad. I guess I will recover eventually, but it's still a bit annoying.
Bleak outlooks aside, I'm kinda looking forward to getting Gears of War for my PC, which I ordered recently. Even though it's probably not what you'd call intellectually stimulating, but heck I'm making myself sound like some pretentious dude whose head is stuck up his own arse.

I actually know what's making me so bloody fucking melancholic right now. I finishing watching the last part of a playthrough of Daikatana. While the game was horrible, the commentary was great, and it kinda saddens me that there's no more of it.

Good night at any rate.